I've said too much

junefifteenth2018

I just want to stay quiet.
So that maybe.
Someone will love me.
For who I'm not.

Nobody capable enough.
To love a soul.
As hideous as mine.
I've said too much.

Don't tell me you understand.
Because you don't know who I am.
I can never tell you what I had.
Running through my head.

Like a decapitated body.
Bleeding as it runs.
Painting the walls like a brush.
Painting these messed up fantasies.

That haunt me when I'm trying to sleep.
I will never describe to you.
What's pictured in my head.
And as long as you dont know.

You'll never fully know who I am.
If you really knew who I was.
You would block my number instantly.
You'd be disgusted beyond belief.

You wouldn't be sitting next to me.
You wouldn't want to hear me breath.
You might even despise me so much.
That you would want me dead.

You might even picture killing me.
So if you really knew who I was.
You might turn into someone.
Just like the person I am.

Author's Note

review!

Reviews

[RayofSun]

I love it.
"I just want to stay quiet.
So that maybe.
Someone will love me.
For who I'm not" This got to me a lot. I can relate so much.

[David Elijah]

this review makes me so glad because thats my favorite part