Wires and SocketsA Story by transentience
I have this daunting sense that my brain serves to canonize only the emotions that it agrees with. I have trained myself to stifle uncertainties and malice, and hold close to what I find alleviating and fulfilling. I no longer consider the enmities of people’s misfortunes and share with them my grief. Instead, I elucidate this skewed view of life and promote optimism in every aspect of sorrow. I have let go of my past and forgot how to truly immerse myself into the emotions that reach out for reflection. That is where sincere connectivity occurs. It’s why humanity see’s itself in every part of nature. Its why tears and frustration are never in vain - they have commonplace, and it permeates through our souls.
I want to cry and f**k and fight and love all at the same time. I want to experience a world of emotion in the space between a blink and a tear. A tear that carries with it the collective conscience of humanity. As it slides down the crevice of my nose and cheek, its purity will bring solace to my tongue. I will taste a world of seven billion people f*****g. The anticipation will activate every oxytocin and endorphin imaginable, transcending minds and transmuting bodies. Every emotion will be analyzed by mutual reflection and understanding. Optimism will be but a distant light in a sea of emotional outpouring. I have connected my wires to the world and I’m ready to feel it scream. © 2016 transentience |
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Added on January 10, 2016 Last Updated on January 10, 2016 Tags: disconnect, emotions, social, friends, pain, empathy, depression, feeling AuthortransentienceBuena Park, CAAbout29. Writer, dreamer, musician, thinker, disabstractionist An empath who fights for what they believe in My mind is a blessing and a curse, but music keeps me balanced I tend to psychoanalyze .. more..Writing
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