Hard to trust with a bottle (song)

THIS IS ACTUALY A SONG This Is for one of my friends .... you know who you are

There was once a girl

who had trouble with emotion

sent her head in a whirl

so she took a drink

of a magic potion

finally she smiled

so happy with that drink

no longer a sad scared child

her sadness could no longer make her sink 

all she needed was that magic potion

she forgot it all

why daddy left

why momma cried

so very much

before

she died

she forgot she would never be thought of as hot

finally she smiled

so happy with that drink

no longer a sad scared child

her sadness could no longer make her sink 

all she needed was that magic potion

she forgot they didn't think

she was good enough

she smiled

she was happy

she didn't realize she was alone

with no where to call home

she forgot all the boys she lost

and on her heart what they cost

finally she smiled

so happy with that drink

no longer a sad scared child

her sadness could no longer make her sink 

all she needed was that magic potion

she forgot

 how in her brothers

 suicide note

her name

wasn't even mentioned

she smiled

she didn't feel the pain

she didn't remember when she cried in the rain

or how she cut

to show her non emotional gain  

finally she smiled

so happy with that drink

no longer a sad scared child

her sadness could no longer make her sink 

all she needed was that magic potion

but then

slowly she lost her buzz

she remembered her pain

her long sad past

so she took another drink

one too many

her head hit the sink

she lay on the floor dead

blood dripping from her head

rumpled sheets on her bed

finally she smiled

so happy with that drink

no longer a sad scared child

her sadness made her sink 

with  that magic potion

a bottle in her hand

as she went off to dream land

she was happy

a smile on her face

reveling in deaths cold embrace

glad to be rid of the human race

she was no longer enjoying

deaths chase

so she turned and faced him

he handed her the bottle

and she drank

her beautifully sad soul to death