~SIDELINES OF PAIN~

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~SIDELINES OF PAIN~

I watch from the side

knowing the times you cried

you hurt

i was there but we grew apart

your tone now tart

i try to help

but you said

you dont need me anymore

then what the hell am i here for?

i am not your slave

i do not kiss the path you pave

i look down upon you

my respect you lost

is this what it costs?

you broke me

you'd choke me

when all i am is supportive

you say i'm too damn sensitive

well guess what

maybe your just to damn conceited 

who is this monster you created?

what happened to the you i used to know? 

my cuts 

on my wrists

on my hips

does this please you? 

no matter how bad i try

i cant help but cry

everytime i think of you

and what we used to do

i cant move on

im stuck in this grove

you say i cant you say i shant

i pretend not to notice 

but how would you feel

if i wrote the note of death? 

would you care? 

would you wish you were there?

am i to attached?

is this because we were to matched?

why did we grow apart?

i just want you back 

without attack

i miss you 

and wonder

if you do too

Author's Note

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