Callalily

It just seemed like yesterday when all was good
now it's just me alone facing what's yet to be understood

I prayed to wake up and all this goes away
but it's reality this memory will never fade away

It broke me down and I have yet to be fixed
if I can do it all again that would be my only wish

Sometimes in life we take things for granted
not knowing the cause and effect of our actions

We are blinded by the things that are rapidly happening
only to suffer in silence while the whole world laughing

I miss you and I love you so
you are the love I refuse to let go

I wish I can tell you a million times how much you still mean to me
It's tearing me apart inside knowing that you are not here with me

I closed my heart off to the rest of world
because you're my true love the others do not exist at all

I plead with God to bring you back to me on a daily basis
I just hope he's listening to what my heart is really saying

My life is a whirlwind simply without you
now I will close my eyes in hope to dream about you.

Goodnight my gorgeous Calla Lily...