REGRET

the regret of something very dear in the past

i regret that years ago i loved someone who was addicted to herion.Her name was Maria.She told me she wanted to kill herself.Shoot as much herion in her body until she was dead.Thing was.She was pregnant with my child.i feel the guilt of not being able to save her life.But i came in her room.She had a needle in her arm.She overdosed on herion.I was depresed.Hurt i wanted to die.I felt all alone in the world without her.It wasn't the first time that something like that happened to someone i loved.I was 15 when she died.Was she the woman for me.Yeah did i fail to save her yes i did.

 

Because i told her not to tell me.That i couldn't take it.It's a tradgey.It's pain i Take with me my whole life that i constanly fail to save the ones i love and care for.

Author's Note

what do you think

Reviews

[Emily B]

Do you think it could either be expanded into a story or made onto poetry?

[SpeedyHobbit Armstrong]

If this is a true story, then it is very sad and you are a warrior for getting through it. Heroin deaths are horrible; I lost one of my friends to it three years ago. The agony is terrible.

[genocide]

yep it happened years ago it was a very tragic time in my life

[Josie E. Cook M. A.]

IF the story is not fiction, then it is truly a sad event in your life that may linger for quite some time.
Many people destroy lives through the use of drugs. It is very sad that this happens in our world.
I have experienced the crash of violence from drug induced behavior. The pain will be around for a long time, and the incident will be tough to forget.

[FlatLineBeauty]

A pain like that is so hard to endure. To lose someone the way you did. Deep heartfelt write. xo Winter

[genocide]

thanks hon so can you relate to that a lot my dear

[sonnie ibadah]

the remorse in this write seems so fresh as if something just happened a moment ago. you have expressed that well.

[Vidya Bacchus]

This is filled with such sadness and regret.I am sorry if this really happened to you .A most deep poem.:)

[Mizo4]

it illistrates sad emotions of a horrible experience well. it's good

[genocide]

thanks hon i appericate your input do you know you look like a bunny rabbit keep writing my dear