My stupid story I wrote when I was younger

A Story by toriairot

Its supposed to be about love

I thought it would never happen again. He had his arms wrapped tight around me and I felt safe. We stayed there, enjoying each others company. nothing more and nothing less.It was perfect. It felt like love and hope and life.

But then I woke up. My heart, beating miles a minute, suddenly stopped and I realized that my perfect dream was nothing like the terrible reality I had to face everyday without him. You don’t understand do you? You don’t know what happened. Let me tell you…

I was 15 and an atheist. I didn’t believe in god. He never done anything for me so why should I waste my life giving it to a mythical person? My parents had to work that morning so they sent me with my grandparents for church. I didn’t get dressed special for it. Just jeans and a t-shirt. We got there and went straight to the children’s church because that was what we were told. I sat down, looked up, and saw him. He was tall, and had black hair, green eyes, and a dash of freckles across his nose. I, being the wimp I was, looked away when he caught me staring and when I looked back, he was gone. I didn’t see him for the rest of the service. He was my mystery and I had to figure him out.

Just to be sure he was real, I went to church the next sunday. Went to children’s church and sat. He didn’t show I thought… Maybe I do need to go ba- , I glanced over towards the door and just guess who was there. It was him. He was real, I knew I wasn’t crazy! He was kind of gazing at me with a weird look in his eyes, like he was trying to remember something. This time, I didn’t avert my stare. We made eye contact and just looked at each other for the longest time. Later in the day, I learned his name was Caleb.

We started talking after that and I remember the month he asked me out! It was a tuesday in April. We were texting each other and he said “What would you do if I asked you out?” I, of course being crazy, said “I would probably say yes”. “That’s good to know. You wanna go out with me?” I laughed, “Well you already know the answer!” I guess he got excited because he sent me a sweet poem. I believed in god that minute. I was thanking god for the blessing he gave me. I don’t remember how the poem went but it was the sweetest thing anyone has ever sent me.

We dated until July. He broke up with me because we could never see each other. Well, I was gonna show him what he was missing! Next sunday, I dressed in a long black dress, a black cover-up, did my make-up and straightened my hair. I was feeling fabulous and glamorous and nothing was gonna change that. I get to church and he is staring. Want to know what happened next? He wants to go out again. Well, school was starting soon and I knew he would find someone else but I just wanted to keep him for a couple more weeks. We held hands and once he actually hugged me. It was great but then we ended it 2 months later.

I was going through facebook after the break-up and I saw a video some girl posted on his page. He was out on a camping trip and couldn’t text her for a couple days and the video goes like (She was crying while doing this by the way. I was dying of laughter)

Girl:“Caleb! I m-m-miss you s-sooooooo much! I ju-s-st can’t be awaayyy from you for this l-long. I love youu-uuu!”

Me: “HAHAHAHAHAH OML LMAO LOOK AT THIS ***** SHE TRYING SO F****** HARD LMFAO”

Caleb: “Yeah sorry, we have to break up. If you can’t handle 2 days without me then you are crazy as he**...”

Me: …

Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ROFL LMFAO OML SMH THIS ***** TRYING LMAO OMG

Yeah thats basically what happened. Then the next girl he dated I liked. She’s a cool chick and she never treated him like a baby. But then his sister called me to rub it in my face and it hurt me to know he kept moving on but I was to busy trying to feed a pig so I didn’t care. True story by the way. Fast forward a couple months, the new girl and him broke up, it’s christmas and it’s a holly jolly time. December 26 he messaged me at 2 in the morning to tell me he thinks he is in love with me and wants to go out again. I hesitated but I said sure. That lasted 4 days. He broke up with me on New Years!!!! I was like you really love me don’t ya.

Lets just say I have Harley Quinn syndrome.

I will always love someone who will never love me back.

The most obsessed mind

can be cured

but the cured mind

can become

the most obsessed.