Insomnia

More of a rap than a poem...

Lying here at night,
Alone in my bed,
Can't sleep,
Whats wrong with ma mother f*****g head?

I'm so confused,
Scrap that,
I'm f*****g lost,
Lost in a world of who, where, it, what!

My thoughts dashing,
Eccelerating,
Speed of light,
Going over all the things that never were,
All the things that might,
might happen,
But who knows,
Who cares?
I care but I wish I didn't.

I just want to close my f*****g eyes
And drift off into a dreamless sleep at night.
Failing that I'll grab the gun from beside my bed
And pull the trigger right next to my mother f*****g head.

Death,
Eternal bliss,
Forever lasting,
Sounds bliss,
Answer to my prayers.

Ding!! There's the gong.
Time I passed my flow and the mic along...