life for me is one big paradox. i have met and been with different kinds of people. truly the best and most memorable memories and experiences come from them, and also of course one of the most hurtful encounters as well. ups and downs never truly leave a person's life, and that's alright. it's normal if you can call it that. what amazes me to this point is that certain people who can be so full of life at one point seem to die out on their own, like all of a sudden it hits them to be so sad and blue while everyone around them is full of bliss. and then there are some people as well who can be so darn smart and can be one of the most stupid people you've ever met. hmmm, its weird, coz there's alot more where that came from, but then by writing things you can be labeled as something good and something bad as well. now where am i going with this? i have no idea. i'll let you know once i figure it out.