Chapter 5: Jamie Heart

 

 

I hate him!

He’s a little f*g!

Why wouldn’t he just accept the fact that Alex wasn’t gay and didn’t love him.

Alex loved me.

Only me.

 

Tim wasn’t getting the hint.

So I told him Alex didn’t want to be seen with him.

He cried.

Like the little f*g he was.

 

Next thing I knew,

Tim jumped off the bridge.

That wasn’t my goal.

I just wanted him to leave Alex and me alone.

I felt bad of course.

 

But I was glad he was gone.

Forever.

It would just be Alex and I.

Happily ever after.

No little gay boy with a fantasy to get in the way.

 

Or so I thought.

 

When Alex heard the news,

He changed.

He was so cold to me.

He wouldn’t tell me how he was feeling.

 

It was like I was talking to a wall.

 

One day Alex said he wanted to go on a walk.

We ended up going to the bridge.

Same bridge Tim was on.

We spent a few minutes in silence.

Just looking down at the water.

 

“Does this place look familiar?” he asked.

He started accusing me of killing Tim.

Said I pushed him off.

Because I was jealous.

 

I told him over and over I didn’t do it.

It was too late.

He had his mind set.

 

Then he pushed me.