Lost Inside

I've been sober now for three whole days

And I'm nothing more than in a daze

Who am I, and who do I want to be?

These are the questions that I now see

And I just don’t know who this person is that I live inside

His blood runs through me like a red tide

This isn’t home, this is just where I reside

And I feel so confined

In this place where disappointment and regret collide

I've lost me

And I don’t know how it can be

That I'm battling who I was, who I am, and who I want to be.

Where did my morals go?

Something I don’t know

I want to leave this place behind

And start over new, with a clean slate refined

I don’t like who I am and how I think

Lost in myself I'm really starting to rethink

Who I am and who I want to be

I want to be one in the same, where my body and mind agree

And coexist in harmony

But what will they believe?

My mind can’t conceive

And my body can’t perceive

What compromise they can reach, what compromise they can find

So I’ll leave this place behind

And start over new