oh me? i’m doing just peachy. thanks for asking.

I hate myself

I hate the decisions I've made

I hate the life I've lead

I hate that I've pushed away those that love me

I hate that I hurt those closest to me

I hate my life

I hate being alone

I hate who I've become

I hate the choices I've made

I hate the voice that reminds me of my past

I hate I'm too weak to change

I hate my excuses

I hate my depression

I hate the silence that engulfs me

I hate the pain in my throat

I hate to cry

I hate feeling the pain

I hate I pushed you away

I hate we are no longer a we

I hate my dependency on self

I hate I've let myself down

I hate that I put myself first

I hate I pretend all is well

I hate my pride

I hate my masks

I hate my mind

I hate my memories

I hate my eyes

I hate my hands

I hate my skin

I hate my feet

I hate my heart

I hate my thirst

I hate my hunger

I hate waking up to my life

I hate going to sleep alone

I hate I lost it all

I hate I didn't change

I hate it's all gone

I hate it's come to this

I hate it all