Aborting You

 

Blanketed by passion

 I plucked out my own eyes

So that I could make a refuge with you

Taking hits from the sword of your tongue

You cut away at me with negative points of view

 Often with a smile as if to negate it

And I swallowed hard

 Choking on the bile you spewed without regard

Moments that should have been tender

Were made brutal

You loathed the sweetness in my soul

That threatened to change your pessimistic views

And now I fight to uproot what you have left

Breathing in me~

 Praying for God to abort this mentality

That makes wonder who I am

When before you there was never a doubt that I was

You infest my blood and spirit

And I weep for God to send a cure ~

 Wash my spirit clean of the remains of your soul

Tied to mine

 Bound in ways only a husband and wife should be

Created in sin

You and I became one

And I want it undone!

I want it undone!

So that in my life you become impotent

Unable to produce any reaction at all

And that the fruit of death

Would cease to be…

I want a spiritual abortion

And with bare hands I yank you from the womb of my spirit

I rip you from the womb of my thoughts

Refusing to allow your words and seeds

To lay dormant in me

Waiting to give birth to doubt and confusion

Waiting to bring life to rejection

And conceiving a heavy soul isn’t in my plans.

I want to scrape your from the fertile walls of my being

Until my womb is presentable for truth to reside there

Because you are related to the father of lies

And counterfeit love and hope was what you gave to me.

I speak to the familiar spirits that would love to enter in

Through another one smilar to you

Bearing another face but same seeds of death.

Never Again!

This ends now!

Pulling down the strongholds over this area

I stand a life restored to God

Covered In Blood

And free from ties that bind my soul to yours!