Betwen Love and Death

Fractured Spirit

Assaulted in trust

Damaged in love

Broken in hope

And each day

Thoughts begin to

Take my mind

Down dark paths

And lonely roads

The closing of My soul

is At hand when

Nothing is left

But dust and Glitter

Rust stains Mix with tears

Trying to bring Me out of

This hole that is pulling

My heart into Black tunnels spinning

I believed you And now

I Am left alone

2 sort out And sort thru

Pieces of me

Closing my mouth

Hoping not 2 Spill

the marbles

And lose my Last nerve

On Edge

Praying 4 A break

From This damn missing

You and ur

Voice

r gone

Almost like u

Never were,

Speak

Again why

My Friend has lied

Silent

as u Disappear

like a Dream

that u Hope to find

When u sleep Again

I search

Through my sleep

For just a Hint of u

Sniffing my sheets

For just a whiff of u

And I only find

This dull ache

In my heart

I wish I could Pull it out

Like a tooth infected

Rotten and dead

Stinking of decay

This poison is

Killing me

Somewhere deep within

I call 2 u

Return again

I scream

I miss you

I scream

I love you

I scream

Where the world

Can't hear this longing

Where the world can't See

I am so weak

So sick without

You My friend

Remember promises

Smooth like baby oil

On wet skin

Fresh out of the shower

Remember my heart opened

Like a flower

Welcoming your touch

Upon soul petals

Death was possible

When something so

Delicate is rubbed

Sweetly soft petals

Now wilt alone

Dying

No light on them

Anymore

No more

Just silence

And this tape

Of u saying

I love you

And u saying

Baby I am still here

And U

And U

And more U

When eyelids pop Open

U have already visited

My thoughts

R greeted by u

And ur smile

Says good morning Sexy

N I break

N I fight tears

N I drive 2 work

So lonely

N I don't check

The phone because

I know there is no

Sign from u

And I don't erase

Last week's text

Because it is

All I have left

N I sleep

Much the same

Hoping peace will

Ease this constant ache

And praying dreams

Will bring u and

Ur love 2 me

Just once more

And I try 2 b

Brave n strong

But if I said I

Was dying

It wouldn't b a lie

Because I am

As I try to

Regroup

And stand

But I melt

And falter

On this thin line

Between love

And death

 

Reviews

[REALIZE]

"I Am left alone
2 sort out And sort thru
Pieces of me
Closing my mouth
Hoping not 2 Spill
the marbles
And lose my Last nerve
On Edge"

You feel a void inside yourself and you are able to tell what it feels like without hesitation, without holding back. It is as if you are that void or that "dark path" or that "lonely road" I understand it. Not only do I understand but I feel it. This poem sorrowful and at the same time it had a certain beauty to it.
Good write