learn to protect yourself

even if it is from yourself

4-10-15

My creature is just

another version of me.

My mind in another human.

Sort of like the

way I have been

feeling lately.

It would protect me from

my own two hands 

and each of my fingers.

Tying my wrists

behind my back,

tilting my head 

up to see myself.

Watch my bones swell and

my stomach get too heavy

for me to hold myself up.

I finally fall onto

the ground.

For once my knees don't shatter,

there's cushion there

to keep them protected.

It's scary

when you start to recover.