dreams

Every creature dreams but what i dream is out of human reach but still i dream.

               

                   DREAMS

              "hey you, step out of there man ! " . I just got back to this real world by the voice of a strange looking old man , i was blocking his path standing on a busy road. I was dreaming , one of mine obsession to live. Rationally, i desire to live in my dreams where every temptation of mine seems fair . Every imagination of mine seems legit . Every single resources in my dreams seems to be my follower , following me without any doubts or questions just listening to me  whatever my story will be.

      

            Dreams , many people dream at night resting their whole body in thick mattress covering themselves up with expensive sheets or in empty roads in darkness depends upon your allowance . I dream mostly at day walking , eating , bathing even when i'm peeing . sometimes i spend long hours at bathroom and my parents gets misconception in what i really do there whatever they think i just dream , nothing else. what do i dream of? many things . Yes, there are no limitations in dreaming . I can dream as much as i like . My dreams are valuable to me because its the best way of  living actually surviving. I live in dreams mostly. I have been dreaming for 20 years . I dont know what i used to dream when i was baby . I imagined i used to dream about food and other childish stuff i guess . Being 20 may not be a big deal to some or whole but for me its a novel price in the successful dreaming for 20 years. You may thing this guy is out of his mind , whats the big deal about it actually ? But yes ! i'm out of my mind far away in some distant land the land of my dream. 20 years of  success goes to next nomination too i.e surviving in this world , real world. Starting from XY chromosomes some 20 years and 9 month go now im able to ejaculate XY of my own . Isnt it a success ? From a cry of a baby to the moan of youth . Hunger of food to hunger of something else (you know what i mean) isnt it a big accomplishment required to be awarded . Both of my achivement deserves nobel price atleast . But this latter achivement is a dream of my child days when i used to dream of jerking off seeing older guys at youtube or sometubes , gaining certificates , girlfriends , playing guitar and many more.Everything i had dreamt of as a child had been my real life now . So im living my dream following the pre-estimated paths which i had designed a long ego.

      Now the question arises . why do i dream? Answer is i want more , more which this tiny little world cant provide me . I want to go behind the lines which human civilization had marked. i think its EINSTEIN who told imagination leads to the great discoveries. Little theories and vast imaginations. so i imagine i dream . I said a lot about my dreaming pattern but what actually i dream of? Everyone dreams of nice family , beautiful and faithful wife in context of NEPAL may be a virgin , house with gaint bedroom , a car (maruti 800 may work no need of ferrari ) , few kids , good in education and bla bla bla . I dont need these i know these are feeble thoughts which can be swept away by few questions designed by some phd. holders with a revenge of their own with their phd. holders few year back when they were just like us ready to mount our dreams in paper within 3 hours . MY DREAM is far beyond this actually beyond the reach of human so i can dream daily and never get tired. Sometimes i dream of being a ROCKSTAR . Huge crowd larger than of AC/DC , METALLICA or any other top bands of world. Peoples shouting , crying and fighting for me just me . Thinking me as some sort of god , asking my autograph , following me every where . Name fame in the game . Singing songs about pain , struggle , suffering , love , hatred relaying on the feeling of others . But this dream fades away like a lost ship in pacific ocean because i know this thing cant last forever . I know nothing last forever even my parents will leave me alone after few decades of my birth making me a orphan . I want something that is immortal i.e is my life. MY DREAM IS TO BE IMMORTAL i already said my dream is out of human reach and im not some kinda god or demi-god. But i can dream of being immortal can't i ? Yes i can as much as i can until my immortal flesh will be out of air which we call LIFE .

     Lets me ask you , isn't being IMMORTAL fun? I can be everywhere do whatever i want . I heard the spirit of youth is YOUNG WILD AND FREE . You will be young wild and free for coming eras . You will be able to see a complete new world , new day in every change of era. You can see people getting more advanced , can find the truth of world , for boys whatever your age is you will be banging hot chicks of different eras . Isnt is fun ? You can be a doc. , engineer , politician , rockstar ,  a mastermind , cop , whatever . even you can be a big gangster (i know many of you loves being gangster) living your life wild . You can be whatever you like because you have hundreds and thousands of years ahead waiting to be explored because you have the true gift that no one else have IMMORTALITY .

  IN my final words let me fill the remaing gaps with a result of a survey . I asked few people whats your dream some said i wanna be successful in politics , medicine , engineering some said i wanna change this nation and the list goes on . have you noticed my dream can bring this dreams of different individuals into a single me . I can be all these individuals i can learn and master everything in this world . i can be you all , live your life and enjoy everything that is here in earth . So still you want to live with a dream of a individual or dream of whole living soul . So you want to be a struggling human slowing and steadly waiting to fall in the trap of ultimate end DEATH or BE A FREE WILL MAN WALKING IN THE FACE OF EARTH SAPPING DEATH EVERYTIME AND LIVING THE DREAM AS YOU ALL SAY "YOUNG WILD AND FREE".

                    -PARITOSH SHARMA GHIMIRE(TINKEY)

Author's Note

there may be some mistakes , errors . please review my writing caliber .