Something Missing

I'm looking out and trying to find a glimpse of life theres nothing there. Theres no life anywere a single tear drop falls suddenly life appears but not the kind i know. This life is dark, deep, and depressed. I have never seeen such life so sad and death like. What life is this that i have found and now live.

I'm looking out again trying to find a glimpse of my old life. But that life is gone never to return the second life has has destroyed it. this life has no feeling i do not feel the breeze along my cheek nor do i feel the sharp pain of a needle prick on my finger. What life is this? This is not, can not, and will not be life! I'm looking out trying to find a glimpse of life.