innocence lost

just read it you will understand

It was early morning the fog was still thick on the ground. A young seven year old girl with beautiful long blonde hair helped her favorite uncle get ready for their hunting trip. little did she know her uncle had other plans that cold fall morning. He was a rough looking man not very tall his beard was scruffy and stained from the beer and cigerettes. She jumped in the truck not noticing the facts that he did not bring his gun or bow. They got to the medow it was still dark out the fog was covering the ground she started to walk around the trees looking for the perfact spot to watch for the deer. When he grabbed her and threw her to the ground he held both her arms with one hand above her head and forced himself on the beautiful young girl. With the other hand he held her tiny throat to keep her from screaming for help even though no one would have heard her young cries for they were very far from anyone elses ear he just had to be safe he didn't want anyone to catch him taking her innocence away. When he was done he lit up a cigerette and pointed it in her face and said "if you tell anyone what happened i will kill your family and you would have to come live with me." she knew he was telling the truth because he was her godfather and if anything happened to her parents she would have no other choice but to live with him.

Years went by and her mind did the defensive thing and had blocked all memories of that tragic morning. But as soon as it had been erased fromher memory it all started to come back to her. She did not know what to do it was to late to tell anyone now her uncle was dead there was no way of getting back at him for stealing something so precious from her. Like a virus it slowly took over her the fact that he had hurt so. she couldn't take it anymore after one of her many many nightmares she went to the roof of her two story house and jumped to the ground. She woke the next day in the hospital wondering why it didn't work.