When I was young the sky showed clear blue and it was happy, when I dreamed of you, you would lead me the guide to the road of happiness, but when you disappeared, I did not know what to do after you disappeared. Why you stop coming into my dreams to lead me to the road of happiness. With your words, it was wise and full of happiness. What can I do without you? All I can do is just sit and wait until you came, but you never did. Why cant I see you? Why cant I feel you? Why cant I hug you one more time? My dream has turned into a nightmare without you. My heart hurts because you cant come into my dreams anymore. What can I do? I remember when i was young, you used to raise your hand to the air and say that the sky is blue, the clouds are white, the sun is full of happiness. But when it rains, its full of darkness and sadness. When I dream, the sky is full of darkness instead of the light, it dreams of sadness that makes me cry in my sleep, why cant I stop dreaming about this? Why I had not felt like it is full of happiness.... I remember you always carrying me to the beach while humming me a beautiful song, but that song has fated away and has been filled with silents instead of music, when I look through the window, I see two little birds flying away together, when I will be a bird? When will I be able to fly away? When will I find the away to happiness? When? How? The years has past so quickly and it has been full of sadness instead of happiness. Why cant I stop crying. When can I stop dreaming of nightmares? When can I meet you? When will you come? Why I cant stop asking you this much questions? When will I be able to see you again....? After 10 years, I have seen shadows of you in the hall ways i walked on, have you been there for me. Have you been trying to get out of the world of dreams? Have you been trying to touch in the real world? Why this world is cruel... We have two worlds blocking us, like a tall strong wall between us. While I touch that tall wall, I feel your hands, your cold soft hands, as I tear up, you tell me to hold it in and forget about you. Why cant I just see you one more time? When I try to forget you... My tears fall and im about to break down... I will try to forget about you, as I close my eyes... I start to forget all of those precious memories in my dreams so I can restart my dreams. When I open them up, your gone. I will hope to see you one day... My love....
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