Apologies.

I believe I am sorry.

I am sorry.

I am sorry I could not be who you dreamed of.

I am sorry I could not fulfill your every fantasy.

I am sorry I was not there every moment of the day.

I am sorry you expected me to be your property.

 

I am sorry I let myself be treated this way for so long.

I am sorry that I tried so hard to change.

I am sorry that I wasted so much of my own life.

I am sorry that my independence was too much for you.

I am sorry that I'm not entirely sure who I am,

I am sorry that my mind does not understand. 

Author's Note

To be honest, I'm not sure what this is. I've been really caught up in reading (especially classic literature) so I don't have much time to write. Just wanted to get something up. Thanks for reading! X

Reviews

[Mara]

Wow this is amazing! I really like this
I feel i relate to it so much,
i can never live up to everyone's expectations and for that i too am sorry

[Tina]

I'm glad you could relate, although this is a saddening subject. Thank you very much :)

[Relic]

This isn't bad. You can't be everything to someone. You've got to live the way you want.

[Tina]

Exactly! I'm starting to realize that in life. Thank you for reading and reviewing.

[Relic]

Welcome. :)

[Nerf]

I feel this is you figuring out your voice. I feel like its you poetcially venting out whatever emotion is trapped inside.. and I feel with every apology you're slowly escapinging this net thats been holding you down from the ocean of words you wish to swim in freely. I'm sorry not sorry for being a fan of your words.

[Tina]

After writing this and reading your review, I have realized that that is exactly what happened. This was such a liberating thing for me to write, and I didn't even realize it at first! Thank you for your kind words!! X