Paradisus Solitarios pt 1A Story by TJAt first, he thought the kid was a hallucination like all
the others. And he kept thinking that. Even after he reached out and touched
the kid, felt his warmth, felt his heart flapping along in his chest. Even
after he spoke to the boy and the boy spoke back. Even after the kid followed
him everywhere he went and ate with him and slept beside him and asked
questions of him a thousand questions. Even after all this, the man wondered. “Are you real?” he’d ask the boy. “I think so?” the boy would answer. Always a question,
though. Always with a question mark. Then the boy would laugh, and the man would laugh, and
neither of them would care if they were real. They were at least together. “When’s the last time you saw anyone,” the man asked. “I see you now.” “No,” said the man, “besides me.” “I’ve never seen anyone else.” “What?” the man asked. “Now that can’t be true. What about
your momma and your daddy?” Silence. “Someone had to feed you, right?” the man said. The kid shrugged. “I don’t know,” he said. And just like
that, he was done talking. The sun was tucked half below the horizon, setting it ablaze.
The clouds were black shadows against an orange, abrasive looking sky. The sky
had gotten more colorful over the last few years, and the man found himself
again hoping for purple. A purple sunset. That’d be something for the boy to
see. The next day they walked. No destination. No origin. Just
walking. Giant vines crawled up the sides of rotting skyscrapers. Fissures in
the sidewalk had grown into canyons, and filled with some of the most beautiful
gardens that the man had ever seen. Hot and loud with color, they reflected on
the never-ending glass of the old skyscrapers and stretch on in three
dimensions. They would’ve been called weeds before, now they were just
magnificent. A small herd of horses trotted past them, not even sparing
them a glance. A conspiracy of ravens shadowing them in the air. “You know,” said the man, “before, this side walk would’ve
been full of people. Tens of thousands of people rushing past each other going
to their jobs. The streets would be full of cars driving people where they need
to go.” “I’ve never seen a car,” the boy said. “I mean, I’ve seen
pictures in old magazines and seen them all falling apart on the side of the
road, but I’ve never seen one that worked.” “They were big and loud and dirty, but man we loved ‘em. They
were way more than just a way to get around, they were like an extension of you.
People loved their cars. They were beautiful.” “What were people like?” the boy asked. “Like us. They were just like us.” “What do you think happened to them?” the boy asked. “Same thing that happened to me - to us. We were all given
our own little world. Everyone is out there. I see them sometimes. Like ghosts.
Catch little glimpses of them, see their shadows, through whatever this veil is
that keeps us from seeing each other. So we all just wander alone. For so many
years…” “Do you think there’s a way to get to them?” the boy asked. “Maybe. I don’t know. I’ve given up on looking.” Then the man looked at the boy. Really looked at him. “How old are you?” he asked. The boy shrugged. “I don’t know,” he said. And just like
that, he was done talking. They spent that afternoon working their way to the top of
the tallest building they could find. There were no elevators and some sections
of stairs had filled with almost-impenetrable vines, others had caved in
altogether; they had to inch along the wall. But they did make it to the roof,
and that night the sunset exploded with all the purples and blues and yellows
the man had been wishing for. He pointed the boy to the horizon. “Look,” the man said.
“How you like that?” The boy stared, stunned. “Is it real?” “Yep. Happens all the time now.” “That’s so awesome,” the boy said. “I never looked at the
sky before.” “I don’t think I did very much before all this, either. I
look a lot now, though. Gotta make sure it’s still up there.” Soon the sun sunk into the horizon, bleeding over the purples
and yellows, until the red finally turned to black and the stars emerged. No
clouds. “I think those are people,” the boy said, pointing. “There are a lot
more of them now that the people are gone,” the man said. “Yeah,” said the boy. “And I feel like they’re watching me.
Even during the day when I can’t even see them. I feel like they’re up there
looking at me.” “Maybe,” the man said. “Maybe someone is up there watching
you, but the other people are down here with us. Maybe right beside us.” “I wish we could see them,” the boy said. “I feel like I
miss someone.” “Who?” The boy shrugged. “I don’t know,” he said. And just like
that, he was done talking. The man saw someone the next morning. He and the boy were
descending the stairs, and as he turned on the landing, he saw it. Full bodied,
full figured. It was barely more than shadow - he could almost see through it -
but it was there. He could smell it, feel its presence in a way he hadn’t felt
in years. He could see its face. The features wouldn’t quite mesh together, but
the eyes, the nose, the mouth, he could see it all. And then it was gone. He gasped, grabbed ahold of the boy. “Did you see that?” he asked. “Was it a person?” the boy asked. “Yes,” the man said. He was smiling now. “It was, and he’s
still here somewhere. Probably walking right past us.” “Do you think he saw us?” “Yeah,” said the man. “I’m pretty sure he did.” “Why can’t we try to find him?” “I used to look for them. Spent years looking for… I don’t
know. The door. Trying to figure how to get to other people,” the man said.
“Gave that up a long time ago, though. Pointless search. Don’t even know what
I’m looking for.” “Maybe we can start looking again.” “Why? You might not even like people.” “I like you,” the boy said. “I’m not as scared with you.” “Scared? There is no one else on the planet but us. What
could you be scared of?” The boy shrugged. “I don’t know,” he said. And just like
that, he was done talking. “Did you like people? Do you miss them?” They were a few days outside of whatever city they’d been, on
dirt road now - if you could even call it a road. The paved roads were
basically gone now, dirt roads were little more than low-grass trails. “People had their problems,” the man said, “but they were
ok. Yeah, I’d say I miss ‘em.” They didn’t say anything else. They zigged and zagged what
little path was walkable. The man could hear water flowing nearby, smell the
dew in the air, and soon enough a stream grew out of the distance. It was
shallow, nothing they couldn’t walk through, but the hot sun was just reaching
its apex and the man thought this a perfect time for a break. The water was so
clear that they could see the rocks at the bottom, and count every single trout
that flickered past. The man knelt and cupped water in his hands and drank. The
boy followed suit… or tried to; he couldn’t quite get the water to stay in his
hands long enough to get from the stream to his mouth. He tried, tried, tried
again and each time he ended up with nothing but damp hands. He huffed and
smacked the water in frustration. The man tried to suppress his laughs, but
couldn’t and soon the boy was laughing, too. And he splashed the man with a
wallop of water and the man splashed back. They relaxed for a bit at the edge of the stream, decided
they’d give the sun some time to ease up. They found a shady spot and tossed
around a small football that the man had in his bag. Then, the man led them on
a short search for some edible berries, but they didn’t find any. “Why do you carry a football with you?” the boy asked once
they’d relaxed again underneath a shade-tree. “Something from a past life,” the man said. “Just like to
keep it with me.” Silence for a few moments, then the boy asked, “Before the
people left, did you have a family? Did people love you?” The man shrugged. “I don’t know,” he said. And just like
that, he was done talking. © 2013 TJAuthor's Note
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