You Don't Understand

You don't understand...

I don't want it to be this way.

I wish all of this could stop.

I wish we could go back to  September...

Do you remember that?

We were best friends.

We liked each other.

We joked, teased, played, and let loose.

But now because judgement is being placed

On each and everyone of us - all we've done is fight.

I'm sick of this.

The tears,

Lonliness,

Worthlessness.

I wanna stop fighting.

I wanna continue talking.

But I can't.

I wanna stop talking and stop being friends.

Then I won't make the stupid mistakes I've already made.

No not the mistakes of liking you,

Or ever being your friend.

But the mistake of having you so close - and losing you again.

Although it pains me,

I can't help myself.

I realized I'd be in tears either way.

So bare less pain.

You don't understand quite why I'm doing this.

I never expected you to do so.

I love you,

And that's all that matters to me.

But you don't understand.

But one last thing before our final good-byes;

 

Why are you mean to me when I don't love you, and nice to me when I do? Why don't you wanna stop talking?

 

Answer these questions, and maybe we'll change.

But you don't understand

Why I'm hurting myself for nothing.

Reviews

[25syd25]

i love it and sorry about what happen with you and him

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Joey? if so...his name is what it is on your phone for a reason =) Nice poem!

[jennifer little]

great poem loved reading it keep up the good work