Numb

This feeling is numb,

Not happy or sad,

I have succumbed,

Nothing to be had.

The colors dull

And the lights fade.

Disappearing against my will

Wrapped in shade.

Voices muffled,

Feet dragging,

Feelings muzzled

Grades sagging.

It's not depression

But a feeling of nothing.

Hiding in my regression.

No help coming.

Hidden behind fakes

Pretending I feel more

A life with broken breaks

And a missing floor.

This feeling is numb,

Nothing in particular.

Something I will yet again overcome.

My edges are just a bit acicular.