Understandments

I never quite knew
Why I seemed to always have bad luck
With everything.
But especially relationships
And even friendships.

I always thought there
Was something wrong with me
And that I'm just
Screwed up and worthless
Like everyone still thinks I am.

But I finally figured it out.
After all the years of
Hate & patients why I should only
Be wanted by a few here
And there.

After all the late night texts,
All day everyday texting,
Jokes... Comments
Hanging out
And such... You made me understand.

I knew all the reasons
For why people hated me
And not that all my haters finally decide
To like me... All the ones who
Liked me are beginning to hate me.

This world is going to be messed up.
I'm going to have my
Ups and downs but at least
I know that you helped me in every way
That you possibly could...

You helped me understand(: