Affect V. Affection

I wish the thoughts will leave my head

The past will lay to bed

Not everyone is my friend

There is nothing more to pretend

I wish it will go black

And to never cross my track

To heal and never crack

To just pack

And remember now there is nothing to lack 

I found real

My old feelings were sealed

I know now how love does feel

I know it's not just a deal 

My past was pealed

And my heart healed

I can smile

Have him on speed dial

Know this is not another love trial 

This is a new file 

A new beginning

A new feeling 

A new reason of believing 

A new view of seeing