A Blind Loss that was unseen in front.

A Blind Loss that was unseen in front.

A Poem by tiana hernandez

She was broken once
Almost took her life away with one dose.
She was hurt twice
Leaving the hurt to spice.
She gave it a third 
But everything was unheard.

She was blind to the words
Blinds to the sworn.
All she had to do was look behind 
And see how he always lied and lied,
The mouths around were shut tied
While in front he was down to "ride"

It was all a fantasy 
When she was blind to see reality 
Went out her way to be the one 
But is this what forever had to become 
Was it love? Was it fate?
Was it lust? Or was it a lack of trust?

How could she know?
When in front of her he hides and does a show,
A show of sweetness and happiness
But behind the scene she is full of sadness
Never wanting people to prove her wrong
So she'll hide to the side and cover it with a drug 

One day she will walk away 
When she does get tired of the things he hides to say 
One night she won't cry anymore
As he slams the door to her face once more
One weekend she won't stay home alone 
She will go out and forget whatever was done 
One weekday she will make a decision 
And not have to worry about another repetition. 

They say third is a charm 
But with her every man seemed to harm 
Whether one was emotionally, or one was mentally
Now to her it is all a fantasy 

She may have lost a bit of hope 
To all the men after, she will say nope. 
But trust and believe 
One day she will have someone who will do anything 
for her, even go travel with her overseas,
And have her forever smiling through the past grieves
Because she will thank the man up above one day 
As she meets her real man who wants to love her endlessly everyday

But as of now she waits and walks away a bit 
Because one day she will go along and sit 
And she will stop walking.
Stop talking.
Stop crying.
And even wanting or waiting. 
And she will sit up straight and start glowing.

© 2020 tiana hernandez


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it seems we react to emotions,not wrong or right,but how we feel at the time

Posted 4 Years Ago


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 wordman

4 Years Ago

you`re welcome
tiana hernandez

4 Years Ago

thank you. keep reading :)
 wordman

4 Years Ago

o k,i will

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tiana hernandez
tiana hernandez

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Hi world. I write poems on my free time. I tend to hit on topics that are based on real life, such as pain,love, healing,strength,faith,happiness,etc. While reading my poems you will read about diffe.. more..

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