Forever Questioned

It was the night you died
All I can say is we tried
But you went and committed suicide
When we heard we became terrified
But you were the one who always denied
You had continued to say I tried I tried
But we couldn’t ask why
What did you try?
What did you deny?
We couldn’t go and spy
Every detail we had was a blur and dry
Barely could figure
And now you pulled the trigger
Now here we are asking why?