The Pain In Her Silence

Your own blood 

Can let your tears flood

Your own half soul 

Can leave you in question into show 

Oh the hurt

As you say lower your skirt

Oh the pain 

As you try to regain 

Regain into another persons life

Not being a wife

But not wanting your half soul being one ever

While having your past held onto forever

You cant let your first birth be happy 

Always making her feel like she's doing crappy

Your own part

Growing and growing as you tear her apart

Let her live 

You already did what you did

You've made your mistakes

Let her learn to take her own intakes

Let her breathe

And see

Let her see her own truth 

In her own booth 

Let her grow and go through her own steps

You cant live for two 

You live for you 

You have your life

Don't stab the innocent with a knife

Lead her the way 

Don't control her

Give her more space

As you slow your race

Is it hate?

Fate?

Jealously?

Or curiosity?

Everyone has one

But you had your life and done what you done

You have a past 

Been with guys that didn't last 

You had your loves and falls

That left you with multiple calls

You had your heart breaks

That left you with low breathes to intake

But stop affecting her

With everything and a no cure

Stop hurting her deeply

With never calling her sweetie

Never holding onto her during her first heart break

Or being the one who can hold onto her while she takes

Oh the silence 

Growing up to slowly seeing the reliance 

Not having her to lean on 

Never listening but always being sworn

Never seeing the pain in her eyes

As she looks at you eye to eye and lies

Wanna know something deep down,

In her room, she'll frown 

On the streets, she faked and acted like a clown 

That is who she became

She became her own

While you wanted yourself clone

She is not like you 

And that is the true

She is different then you 

She does what she has to do 

Not looking back 

Always staying on track 

But how will you know?

When every time she says something to you, you put on a show

She wishes you would know the truth 

Just sit down at her booth 

Be quiet

And see how she will always say lets try it

Or does new things

To see the beautiful world and all the seas

But how will you see?

When all you see was who you chose to be 

In the past when you were young 

And fell deeply and did wrong

When it all happened so fast at the same age 

And now it is like she's living in your cage

Cage of hurt, pain, and fear

Of you not wanting her to go through it

So you tell her stay and sit

Just trying to protect her 

While hurting her and leaving a scar

A scar of you not answering the questions of why?

Why pass it to her and let her cry

While you sit and deny 

That it is not the reason why

Let it go because oh dear..

She is sorry 

She stopped to not worry

She has realized

That she is recognized

As beauty and strong

And also not being wrong

For following her happiness

And not worrying about others madness

She is done being quiet.