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Headphones in

As I let all the feelings sink in

Looking at the blackness

As I felt the lonely and emptiness

Not a goodbye

Not even a hi 

Feeling myself in denial 

As these dark feelings begin to pile

Questions within my happiness

As I listen to the sadness

Words after words

The songs become swords

Deeper into the melody 

As I become a little more cozy 

Comfortable with the music 

I just have to let everything sink in 

Quiet during the night 

But in reality I wish to cry in sight 

Stronger as I am 

I wish for a longer life expand 

Past thoughts of past thoughts

As I wash away my tears and soughts

No one will ever know 

Because I fake a smile to show 

To pretend to cover my questions 

And to pretends theres so relations

Headphones off

As I take a deeper breathe and cough 

Wiping away my tear

Without the headphones I have more fear

Closing my eyes

As my eyes feel up with more cries

Wonder and wonder

I hide my feels more under

Looked away 

As I go to sleep with a quiet say