The silent voice

Overthinking as the days go by 

All I can do is sit and sigh 

What to do, what to do?

As I sit here and think of you 

Move on, let go?

Or stay and let it be known

How I feel.

And the reasons why my feelings began to peal

Or to leave and don't look back 

To figuring out myself and getting back on track

To keeping my faith in the lord

And not sinning with a sword

To focusing on myself

And realizing my worth 

Overthinking as the days past 

Realizing this wont forever last 

Communication is key 

But where was it when you couldn't see?

The days I wanted to be spoiled

And the times I saw you 

The times I wanted 

And you ignored it 

The nights I had a rough day 

and you fell asleep while leaving me with nothing else to say 

The night rides home

When I sometimes felt alone

Not seeing what you had 

Now your trying to hold on and grab 

I am slowly distancing 

While I begin to protect my heart from missing

Missing what is out there

Knowing if I stay it would not be fair 

Not fair to myself

Knowing I have more worth 

Im sorry to say 

But this is what will end up to pay...

The ones that try 

Hold them closer before they become dry 

The ones that start off well

Hold them closer before their heart begins to swell

Its a cycle

You have to pass the trial

Not all days will be happiness

There is days with madness

And some days with sadness

But I think its time I give up 

And tell myself to let it go buttercup

Because there is more to life

Don't stab yourself with a knife

Because this was not meant to be 

In the future you will see

Its not all about words

Because actions speak louder

Just don't wait until forever

Because never say never