Playing Hard

She is a show stopper
When I see her my heart beats harder
For some reason
Even through this cold season
I just want to hold her
Even though I need a cure

Saw her for the first time
Man, she is a such a beautiful dime
Started to talk every night
Knew it felt like love at first sight
Month after month
I wanted to cuff
But she played hard to get
And for some reason I knew she wasn’t ready yet

I saw her smile and be happy
And now where shes at its crappy
I see someone I don’t know
But when shes with me i see her glow
I fell for her hard
But she left me scarred
I know shes scared
Scared to let me in
Because of her past and the people that sin
I know shes worried
But I promise ill never do her dirty

I want to love
Show her shes worth more then up above
I want to hold her
And let her know shes my cure
Shes the only one I see
Even when i drink i begin to be
Be the man who wants her to myself
But shes so protective over herself

I want to be the man
That shows her I can
I can protect
Treat her with respect
Love her family
Treat her amazingly
But how will she know?
When she puts me to the side and blow

I’ll wait
But i hope when she notices me, its not too late.
She is the one who completes me
Shows me who I am meant to be
Pushes me to do better
And shows that everything is greater
She has so much faith in me
I just hope shes who I am meant to be
To be with and hold onto

Theres so much I want to say
I think about her everyday
I want to hold her close in my bed
And let her know this isnt pretend
That all this is real
And if she felt broken ill be her heal

But how will she know?
If she does not let me in..