Its been a while..

Its been a while

Since ive seen your smile

Lately for some reason

You've been on my mind this season

I saw a movie 

And thought about you 

Ever since my minds been blue

The memories came back 

And not going to lie, my hearts a bit crack

Cant say im not over you 

Because I did tell you that too

I told you a lot of things

Even how I had mood swings

Its been a while

My feelings were left on a pile 

As the seasons changed 

Ive become less and less damaged 

I get it

I was the one that left

Over and over again

And you had to regain

Every time I came back 

You felt off track

Every time I left

You've felt deaf

Its been a while

Since ive thought like this 

Its been a while 

Since ive remembered you

Its been a while 

Since ive spoken about you

Its been a while 

Since ive had you in mind

Till I laid down

Watched that movie and frown

Even told a friend

How at times being with you I had to pretend

To pretend I was 100 percent 

With you being sometimes distant

To pretend my heart 

Wasn't tearing apart

Day by day 

Hearing what people had to say

To erase the doubts 

That left me on my bed to sought

To see you get on that plane 

And me knowing how you were insane

Insane about me

Crazy inlove for me

Its been a while..

Since ive thought about when you got on that plane

And I had to leave you in pain

To let you walk away

For the last time with nothing to say..

To leave you in my past

Knowing it wasn't going to last

Its been a while..