Want?

Running...
away from a shadow,
attached to this physical form.
To find me?

Crawling...
from this heat
of the sun upon my back.
To hide me?

Walking...
From this light
into darkness,
To blind me?

Turning...
from the reflections
mirrored in each soul I meet,
Sent to guide me.

Confused by the meaning of 'I'
I am...
I want...
I need...
I feel...
I love...
I, I... don't exist anymore!
So do I want to hide?
Or do I just want you to search for me?
Do I want to go blind?
Or do I just want you to see for me?
Do I want to be found?
Or do I just want you to bury me?