Dellusion of my mind

Too many emotions
that make me numb
the pain I can no
longer take.
There's no way out
of this prision in my mind
see, I'm in bars and chains
that bind me to this life
no way to get out
when you're walking
in endless strife.
I live in the depths of darkness
trying to climb my out
there's no light until
the end of this road
I'm scared and terrified
of what I've become
- a cold hearted girl
who's heart and soul
turned numb.
My love for the world
has faded away.