Check out my book, Seedy Town Blues on Amazon.com.
When I think of my kids now, I so much want to say things that I know I won't, like, please for your protection, try not to feel too much. If you can't help it, you may find that life comes at you like a left hook...a broken doll, a rotten tooth. I'm sorry I failed you, I would trade it all, everything I own or ever could possess, for your smiles, and deep true laughter. May you never know brutality or ferocious things. I'd rather you get dog bit than hope and feel heart sickness. Find someone who holds you tight and doesn't let go. The woods do in a pinch, but they can't touch you with flesh wrapped bones that cherish your hearts.
My poor kids, your crazy father loved you the best he could. Don't ever let anyone kill your light; always hold on; there is beauty in the ride, often too much. You might feel like a stranger or an alien, it's supposed to be like that. Often it feels like a lump in your throat that won't go down.
Wear sunglasses, they help with the glare...the sharpness, and remember, some flowers are edible.
Ah this was stellar Tom (Thomas?) - though I've yet to have kids, I know this feeling to a lesser degree. Little brother, eh? As we grow older and are confronted with the realities of the world, at least for me, the impulse to shelter the people we love from the same sensations can be impossible to ignore - the cruel or ambivalent ones, the cold truths, the emptiness and the heartache.
We try to, at least, and especially for the young ones.
In my case, I learned that facing those things are what mold us into the people we are - we can't escape them, and neither can they. They can't be sheltered from it anymore than we could, try as we might or as much as we might want them to be.
Instead, I told him I'd jump into the fire for him, unconditional, and to never take his foot off the gas.
He's done well too, prettier than I am by a decent stretch. Hehe
Nice work here man, really insightful and really relatable.
Ah this was stellar Tom (Thomas?) - though I've yet to have kids, I know this feeling to a lesser degree. Little brother, eh? As we grow older and are confronted with the realities of the world, at least for me, the impulse to shelter the people we love from the same sensations can be impossible to ignore - the cruel or ambivalent ones, the cold truths, the emptiness and the heartache.
We try to, at least, and especially for the young ones.
In my case, I learned that facing those things are what mold us into the people we are - we can't escape them, and neither can they. They can't be sheltered from it anymore than we could, try as we might or as much as we might want them to be.
Instead, I told him I'd jump into the fire for him, unconditional, and to never take his foot off the gas.
He's done well too, prettier than I am by a decent stretch. Hehe
Nice work here man, really insightful and really relatable.
Thomas W. Case was born in Oxnard. He has published 3 volumes of poetry. The Bullfrog Dreams of Flying, Artichokes, Avocados, and Van Gogh, and Seedy Town Blues. He has won several poetry contests. Hi.. more..