When I felt lost.

From earlier this year, its all been resolved.

Psalm 13
How long O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and everyday have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me?

 

Psalm 42:5
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

 

I feel so far from where I've been. I'm doubting my calling, I feel as if I'm not cut out for it. I'm at a point to where I don't care, I don't care about anything. Not only that, but I've become bitter and angry about it. I know I'm missing something, I can feel an emptyness that causes these feelings. I've searched, and called out for answers... yet I hear nothing. I know this will eventually pass, but I cant see the end of it. Im afraid of what I may lose, my faith. Im not sure how long i can let this drag me down, I can only take so much. So please, pray for me. I need to hear His voice again and feel his love again. If I've said or done anything hurtful to you at all these past few weeks, I apologize. It's been a way for me to deal with this frustration, and I'm sorry.

Reviews

[BelleMell]

Kyle,
You have written a lovely poem. I'm positive every human being is capable with relating to it. Very deep and beautiful thoughts. It almost seemed as if it was written more as a speech than a poem. Like a monologue in a play or something. . . Regardless, I enjoyed it.
Thank you.