Let Me Tell You a Story

This is a small part of my story. Life isn't so simple nor like those in fairy tales. I have written this when I was so depressed and its written at one go. So forgive my mistakes.

Let me tell you a story of a girl and boy

It doesn't go as once upon a time and bla bla bla

It's the story of my life

And a girl to whom I wanted to make my wife

I was a young boy who came here

With a hope of love only in my dream

But it so happened you were there

With whom I can love with extra care

It was all my friends who teased me with you

But I fell for you so much and I don't have any clue

Even when I knew you were in a relation

Which later I knew was just one sided one

After I heard that, once I thought to quit

But I don't know why I thought to try for you

When you accepted my proposal

I felt like it was just a dream

The love for you remained same 

Even when I knew the problem within a week

I tried to tell that to you

But circumstances were so that I could't

Then I thought of conforming by myself

When I knew it is not possible

I thought of telling you myself

I was afraid what would be your answer

I know you convinced yourself

But it was not easy for me as well

It was felling of a odd

But we stayed knowing what was in the end

We told we would be friend and keep in touch

But now it seems all menus are out

I have never thought it would turn out like this

Now I feel like a dis

Even after college I tried to be with you

But you kept me away telling what is the use

I tried all my best

But when I could not I felt it like a waste

I tried to keep myself busy

Sometimes with friends and sometime doing things crazy

But all the way I was thinking about you

May not have understood what you meant to say

I told my parents about us

But you told me you wont talk to your parents again

That was the time I broke with myself

Never thought of being away with you

You only kept on saying I should move on

So I thought that was only the way to be gone

When I talked with my new girlfriend

She was there to commit for my family and friend

I thought I would never move on so fast

But when I knew someone who is ready to take a chance

To love me and my family

I thought this might be a way

But still now I feel same for you

Why your scolding doesn't hurt

But your not talking to me does

Your saying that you don't have place for me in your heart

You said there is no way back

All our dreams have vanish in a dark

With only memories to talk

With this incomplete walk

I always wanna be your friend

Always turn and talk

Please don't put an end

When you meet me in your walk

Now the roads have separated

Without a trace to meet

But to wave our hand

If we see each other on our way

This is the story of mine

Which am writing without drinking wine

Sometimes it is hard to tell

But if we share better we feel 

Is what they say

You might not forgive me now

But I will wait for it

It might be what was written on our fate

I don't blame anyone either way

But to follow our way

Till the end it takes

If possible to meet and be together in the next

Author's Note

This is true story of mine.