Helpless/Channel Zero

20 minute writings...to entertain myself...

Helpless

Your love is toxic and illegitimate.

I hope you choke on all the hate you spit.

As your skin starts to melt, my only joy is knowing you are going through hell. For now you will know how I felt. My hate is guaranteed. Because I'd be the first person to arrive at your funeral and be the last to leave.

I stand in this void which seems a million miles away from anything. Whenever I try to escape, I always die from a never healing pain deep inside. I know I am flawed in my design as I die a million times.

Still, I try crawling to the last trickles of dying light and in spite of all my might, the happiness, and the desire of being right I find my self helpless. For every time I get close the devil laughs pulling hope just out of site. This is what true evil looks like.

The irony of telling the world to go away is one day you may need there help and now you are wondering why there was no one who stayed? 

Oh me, is you, and you are a fool. You got lost from the path of morality, righteousness, and god so why are you now wondering why devils torment your every move. Helpless in quicksand, I reach out my hand, but hell I'd be damned. 

Helpless.

Channel Zero.

Full-throated screaming in the ears of the deaf.

Sitting in a running car in a closed garage, taking deep breaths.

Suicide by cop at a failed traffic stop.

Welcome to the home of the have-nots.

Where wants become needs.

Dr. Monroes island of the diseased.

You look so righteous taking liberties.

F**k the whales and the goddamn trees.

Picketing Anne Frank's diary.

Quarantined to a bullshit vaccine.

Utopia is an illusion you will never find.

I am a hate crime.

Your dictionary has too many new words to define.

An orange terror level.

This melting pot is a screaming kettle.

Yuppies get your shovels.

Dig a grave.

Soccer moms get your f**k on.

False psychics blindly reading palms.

Worship the insane.

Leaches will take away the pain.

Call me by my real name.

As morals go down the drain.

Welcome to the new found victims of Leprosy.

Living in a whale and burning down all the f*****g trees.

Reality turned upside down like a cross.

History and God is purposely lost.

Win at all costs.

The inmates are loose.

A deadly game of duck duck goose.

White flags are banned.

There will be no truce

There will be no more reported news.

We changed the rules.

In this new world, no one will ever lose.

You will never learn from failure.

You will learn what your told.

Everything will be done for you.

We killed all your heroes.

Your welcome!

Welcome citizen to channel zero.

Now go back to sleep... 

sheep.

by the unknown sith