White painted wallsA Poem by the bitter taste of almostBetween your white painted walls I stand in a corner and I look for the little cracks where there used to be something once
we used to be untainted
I saw you beat your own eggs and brood on the shame; it gave birth to my guilt
better sorry than safe
Was it your footprint or mine that soiled the white floors? Shamelessly, I hide mine inside yours
Sharp red lines circle me Strike right through me; I stand corrected, You were right: all footprints are mine to answer for
Behind the dark door of the night I dream of secret rainbows and an endless light I beg for it to take me and I awake between the white of your walls You were right: I selfishly want it all
I peer between the cracks of paint There used to be something here Once; I can't recall
a memory is a thing too fickle and faint
I saw you throw away your conscience and create blame; I carried it as if it were my name
In the dark I dream of a small flame and awake to the smell of smoke; and I apologize I apologize
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StatsAuthorthe bitter taste of almostAboutI was almost someone good. Writing poetry about the past; themes of grief, childhood, trauma, dissociation, heartache and ultimately, finding the means to move on. I also paint, draw and sculpt .. more..Writing
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