Vacillating Heart

An old recording of this song but I still like it. The inverted camera is from recording the video on my computer cam. the finished recording is on this site http://www.myspace.com/bobbysteelsgoesacoustic

V1: This could be better than the real thing.
You'll only see what I want you to see.
Then it's up to you to judge me.
Am I the innocent of the guilty.

Bridge1: So don't be alarmed,
By all of my scars.
Can't help my mistakes,
It's just the way that I am...now.

V2: Ya this is better than the real thing
Betraying the truth as only I can.
I build up my walls just so I can break them.
Speak from my heart then say I'm mistaken.

Bridge2: Don't be alarmed,
I'll keep you from harm.
I won't make you stay,
You won't here me say I love you...yet
Not yet.

Chorus: And If you decide to run it's alright, I don't mind.
I'm getting used to it...yeah.
My hearts getting colder and in time, I'll be fine.
But you'll be gone by then...yeah.
out of my head.

V3: This could be better than the real thing.
But I'll never know with my heart vacillating.

Bridge3: For now I'm disarmed.
Left with my scars.
I can't make you stay.
I can't make you say you love me too...why can't you.

Chorus: So if you decide to run it's alright, I don't mind
My hearts getting colder and in time, I'll be fine.
But I'm getting older and theres no sign, that I'll find
Anymore hope for me...yeah

Help me, to believe, to believe.

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Reviews

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Indecision to protect you from the pain. I love that you want to break the walls down even if you end up building them back again. I love your vulnerability on this one..