Recolection

Reading past works during a dark time in my life, is it strange that a kind of miss the pain?

 

         It's been QUIET here lately...

TOO quiet, as the cliche says.

                              I mimic with mild humour.

           Amusing often to only MYSELF,

                                 But MYSELF is all I NEED.

For now.

                  I've been content, complacent, dare I say JOYFUL

                                     YET...I miss the pain

I MISS the sadness.

                                     I cried today, for no particular reason.

                            Just reading from my PAST, long since gone.

And I'm relieved.  But I still miss being SAD.

                                 Does that make me a FREAK, are you to judge ME?

What I really want to ask is, Could I really BE free? 

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[Shade]

This reminds me of our conversation about when we are most inspired. I can relate to this one.

[Jillian]

A true masochist.