the truest words

true story too.

I was at the park with my friends and my friends brother who i did know came up to us and told us he had been saying this to any group of kids he saw.

(Note: A kid died yesterday , I wasnt to close with him but a bunch of people where. It is so hard for us)

:We live in a s**t town and this is exactly what this town has been building up to. Generation after generation of kids in this town are doing exactly what you guys do. You go and get fucked up to escape reality from this place. I do drugs and I have done a lot and I have been having this revalation for a few days and this put the cap on it. If we keep moving into the direction we are moving. we arent moving. You cant see the world for how it is and you will miss your opportunity to get out. Even two steps is better then none. You guys even if you changed one bad thing you have done. one bad habit like smoking in the car you can step foreword some. All we do is come to the park everyday and hide from cops. The school has a cop come in and say drugs are bad but they have never experienced it. You sit and smoke out your windows hoping your parents dont walk in and catch you. I have seen so many of you get in trouble and a lot of your friends are or have been on probation. And what for? This just gives the cops a better reason to ride your a*s. For money. We lost a soul here. We lost a super computer. Nothing can match what we can do. He lost consciousnesses and went brain dead and in his mind he cesed to exist. We will never know what he wanted out of life. They took him off life support and we will never see him again. And my friend, he was a brother to me is in intensive care. This is what this s**t town has been building up to. you guys need to change one thing and take that first step. your eyes may be ipen but they are still closed. You need to open your eyes and see things for what they really are.”

He went on some but thoughs words have been ringing through my ears. I know he is right. And I doubt any of you read this but I hope you do and I hope you take his words to heart