Natural Born Negative

I embrace all plagues and diseases which lie within me
Silenced secrets and masochistic memories transfixing themselves in stilled permanence
Through these grey and vacant eyes
I see a thousand lives I have lived, and a thousand more I want to destroy
While spitting venom upon this world of indifference
The desolate landscape within is forever frozen
Beneath the bare naked and ugly desires hidden beneath every layer
On the washed up shores of ashed, ruinous beauty