My suicide note...

Dear, Well everyone..

    Im never good enough. Am I? im not perfect AM I... Can I help it? Well the awnsers no.

But I can end it, all of it. Its my only way to be safe, or to make a point. Trust me i'll probaly only get my point across to about 3 people total, you know why? well do ya? I bet you don't huh? Its because you peopel are heartless.. You almost have no souls no heart, no feelings.. Well i have all of those, and there all broken because of people like you. I tryed. SO hard to be like all the gurls who are "perfect" but no im not much of a "Fat ugly w***e" yep that sure is Orginal. Huh. I look happy on the out side. Might even look like a bad a*s. a tough a*s well im NOT its how i hide how i really act. Im ending it because i cant take anymore. Im not strong. And no i dont beleive it'll all get better it only gets worst.Your all stupid.It dosnet get better until EVERYONE stops being so hurtful and hateful. EVEN me. YES i go thew all this s**t and i still judge other people. Thats how I get rid of my own pain sometimes. well it stops here, im done feeling it and im done makeing other people feel it. Just simply callin someone fat, ugly, f*g ,w***e, s**t, b***h,worthless , ANYTHING you can think of. Yes those simple words can end there life. It DOSE hurt to be hated by EVERYONE

I look and act so happy <3 but i'm dieing on the inside. Heres what ive done; Cuting,Over Dose [drugs. 47 Exedren,14 Prozacs] no hostpital help. btw, a guy who i loved actully gave me hope that i could live and not be sad, yeah well that same guy just recently broke my heart.Yet, ANOTHER reson to die. Back on subject. ive burned myself, and even jumped of my roof....... [not tht high by its 2 storeys was hopeing to break my neck.] This time im cuting my neck arms and legs. hopeing to bleed to deth. But think about this I was alive to write this and no I still havent changed my mind. I just wanted to write this in hope to save someone ealse.Im actully exited that in a few hours im free, dead, gone FOREVER.Now everyone that hates me can be happy. This Worthless s**t killed herself... Sad but well, true.

Yes this is my good bye. </3

 I hope you toke the time to read my very last words.

Just from now on think before you speak.

 

                   With Love,

                              Haeligh.