The pain

The pain of losing
you shots through me like a knife
its unbarring pain 
that i cant deal with
i never got my good bye
but i dont know if i would want to
i dont think i would want to see you like that
see you in the physical pain you were in
but now im left with mental pain
mental pain that haunts me
every day
as i lay
screaming and crying
WHY i ask god why
why do i get no good bye 
why couldent i see her on last time
Why
but i guess in the end im the failure
a failure of not saying good bye
failure of not being the better person
and i am sorry for my failure
for now i know that your in a better place
and that you have had your closure

Reviews

[Paul B. Spence]

I'm sorry for your pain, Hayley.

This is a good, heartfelt poem. I like the arrhythmic flow of this piece.