Intoxication

I have never felt this good
I am smiling today

The sun is out, and I feel great
It's my day

For a while I don't remember
Why I'm here

I tilt back and forth as the breeze
Settles in

I just want to be alone
Cutting through my present zone
Forgetting all the pain
That has brought me here again

I don't want to feel a thing
This is perfect as it is
I curl up and fade away
Today, is my day

Voices come and suddenly go
My eyes stay shut I refuse to know

I need that drink but it's not there
I don't want to be awake again

Push me deeper into this abyss
For in this life, I've lost my purpose

I don't want to be here alone
Give me a drink and let me go

Reviews

[a lesbian writer]

i like this very much and i can relate to your words..thank you for sharing..

[LadyNaida]

Wow this is deep, it seems that in the midst of the pain there is escape, but it's only temporary. Life' reality has a way of being very cruel. It's a deep write!