Being Me

why does it have to be so hard?

Being  me

 

 

Living in the dark

My heart screams

I wish I could runaway

And hide myself from all the beings.

 

I pain I can’t understand

Renews every bruise

Far, far away I hear

Cries like a loud applause.

 

Tears are not able to lessen the pain

Even when my throat aches from crying

I stumble against the wall of myself

I wish I could die.

 

Alone and lonely forever

Trapped into myself

Wish someone would come and relieve me

Feels like I am not breathing for myself.

 

My breath catches with every sound

My mind is clouded with fear unknown

Living without any life

My heart feels worn

 

I cease to exist

I strive to live

Is this for everyone? Or is this me?

Just taking and not willing to give.  

 

Why is happiness not my game?

But where can I runaway?

Regret everything that is a part of me

Dumb and have so much to say.

 

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Sleeping Maiden]

Gosh... wow.. amazing write! I can totally relate to your poem! I love it! The pain and agony is well expressed.

[dreaming dame]

I can feel so much of this in myself you seem to have written the hidden poem in my mind.:) The emotion in here was very real, and well described. :)

[Raven Starhawk]

Your opening locks my heart. It reads like a few nights I have encountered. Aside from that fact I am enthralled by this piece. I believe regret becomes a part of all of us. Sometimes we make mistakes we wish we could fix. And sometimes others make mistakes that inflict great conflict between two loving souls. Sometimes during these moments running away seems like the only solution but in my experience wherever you go your problems follow.

[alexlessah]

I love this soooo much! I can defiantly relate to this, its very sad when we feel like this.

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Wow, wonderful poem I can feel it so much, the 4th stanza
'Alone and lonely forever
Trapped into myself .
Wish someone would come and relieve me.
Feels like I am not breathing for myself.'

Took my breath away expressed so well:)