crippled.

With everyday spent alone , the hate and confusion i harbor build to frightfull levels.

the capacity i posses to retain these levels is un-godly.

my image and my personality is a lie. i've lost myself to this world, i'd like to say i faught the good fight.

i'd like to say i stuck it out till the end... i'd like to say i've won.. but that would be a lie.

 

This was an up-hill battle from the start, i never stood a chance because i never could stand.

this frustartion, this social and personal vendetta ripped me to shreds and all i was able to to was idoly sit by

and watch.