Having a crush...

They say having a crush is a small feeling.

Sometimes it feels like to jump off a cliff

Or to set yourself on fire.

It feels like an obligation and to do so much at the same time.

The fear of rejection takes over every beautiful thought of hope.

Sometimes you just wish to disappear.

You start upholding a chronicle.

You alter your daily custom just to acquire a glimpse of your crush.

And people say it’s a small feeling.