Functional neurological disorder

Raising awareness

My chest is pounding, my head is spinning

Little did I know this was the beginning 

I keep on twitching I keep on stuttering

My body all over is fluttering

What is it what could it be

What on earth is wrong with me

Waiting and waiting

No one here is relating

Tests come back normal

But all I feel is abnormal 

It gets worse and worse 

Like a living curse

After months and months

Throwing up chunks

Why won't you listen

Someone get a diagnostician

New symptoms everyday

I'm hurting in every single way

I finally get some half asked answers

So why are there no advances

I'm stuck in limbo

Just dreaming out the window

Looking for the future that could have been

All the things I could have seen

But now where do I begin

I get up and look forward

And keep moving onward

Every punch, knocks me

But there's a future I foresee

I get up stronger each time

To make that steep climb

When I reach my dream

On the top of my lungs I will scream

For the journey I have made 

Defeated the odds that were outweighed

Against me 

I Survived

Leaving haters surprised

Author's Note

FND hope UK